Wow

wow. sorry i havent blogged in a couple days. lets see, sunday night i was super tired cuz i stayed out and went to Sunrise at 9:30 for two and some odd change hours. i didnt get home till after midnight.

lately, ive found myself in a knot. im so torn. i dont wanna hurt anyone or be a douchey whore, but at the same time im done with trying to get a girlfriend. no ties. I have to find a way to keep true though.

this week has and will be pretty busy. Last night i went to Transformers 3 with Haley, and then went to sunrise and met up with Tess there. Tess is this girl who i had a class with freshman year. She's great. fun and pretty and just great to hang out with. she's made a good sized handful of mistakes in her life sure but shes turning around. we hung out and talked and she flirted a shit ton. then after i left i realized that she wants to kiss me now too. Katy should be home by now. Heres my plan:
Tuesday- do nothing until my drive test, take it. hopefully pass. Go see Katy right around sunset. make her come out side. grab her by the hand and take her to the end of the dock where i give her nice big hug and that special kiss.
wednesday- wing it through the day. wednesday night, meet up with Tess and just chill maybe kiss.
Thursday- im going over to Chelsey's and i will more than likely kiss her too.
Friday- Going to my moms :(

Im finally catching up. Im a stud now and im giving back what is long over due to all these girls who have wanted to kiss me. I just desperately want Katy to be my first, she deserves it. Next week, when i get back im going to have to try and chill with Lindsey a little bit.

i think i might go for a bike ride in the dark here in a little bit. the time is 8:46. have a good night bloggers. Lily is home in 21 Days!!
-Noah.