Today i got up late and forgot to run. Tomorrow though, i promise. Then i went to the dentist. They cleaned my teeth, my smile was rockin, perfectly straight, and shiny... mmm Delicious. They also said that i have plenty of jaw room for wisdom teeth. they arent impacted or embedded in my cheek, therefor apposing no threat and the surgery wouldve been pointless so the risks werent worth it they said. then i came home and played lots of video games and sat around... like always i did tons of thinking. I thought about Lindsey and Chelsey and Katy and Emily a crap ton. i was bored out of my fricken mind. but no one is home or could hang out. OH! i also reschedule my drive test for my license! its tuesday at 3:45 so wish me luck.
Lindsey and i joke around a lot but then she will ignore me for a day or something dumb and it gets on my nerves. Chelsey, i just miss in general. i cant wait to see her on thursday. although, Ive promised Katy since freshman year that she could be my first kiss and im nervous something will happen with Chelsey and i wont be strong enough to stop it. so just to be safe im gonna spend a day with Katy and steal that kiss ive dreamed about for three years. I havent seen Emily all summer except once but it didnt really count cuz it was for like an hour and there was a bunch of guys who liked her there. i miss her alot. Katy.... Katy.... i love this girl. she is amazing. but i dont think she feels the same way. shell say she loves me and that i mean the world to her and that she cant live without me... but then she throws in that she is having mormon crap like me with some kid she likes so then my heart drops and my stomach curls just like when i see or hear about Lily and her assortment of past douschey boyfriends or her future ones. man... suddenly im dizzy. I have so many thoughts on my mind now just about these five girls. im also sleepy.... hopefully i get sleep without nightmares tonight.
4 Days until Katy gets home and 27 until Lily gives me that amazing hug she promised when she gets back.
the time is 11:12. Noah wishes thee goodnight.
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