starting over.

i decided to get back on here and change a few things. i know i dont have hardly any readers, and the only time any non-followers read these are if i ask. But you know what. i dont care. im gonna turn this around. Start Over.... hence you know, the title of this post. it is no longer going to be my ranting sob story of a life because most of the people that get on here are my friends and they already know most of that, plus.... my life is incomplete. I have a future and a life to look forward to, whether it be good or bad, i dont care. im living my life unless i die like tomorrow... but hey, at least then i could say i gave it my best go. right? anyways. im sitting here, at my uncle sean's marble kitchen counter top, alone, just thinking. everyone else is asleep and i was just recalling everything ive learned on my trip....

Kimmy and I have gotten nothing but closer on our excursion to North Cackalacky as the locals call it. my dad hasnt been the greatest or the person that i particularly wanna jump up to be with in the morning. Ive gotten to know and love my extended family even more. my cousins are fantastic and i love spending time with them. My aunt and uncle are the absolute BEST. i cant even describe how funny and caring they are. Even on days where we just sat around around here (the house) and did basically nothing... i still had daily dose of hilarious crack up with a side of mischief at least two or three times a day. i also realized how much im ready to begin my life on my own. im ready to get out of spokane and othello for good... i thought about people alot... thought about her alot.... but im a teenager, i dont have any god forsaken idea what im supposed to do or where im supposed to go from here. and i could vent about so much... but i wont. cuz thats too much time and im getting kinda sleepy. plus its a little rude, i mean, ill be blunt to anyone's face and ill speak my mind,,,, but i dunno. it feels sneaky and rude to rant and vent about someone on here... or maybe thats just me.

anyways. im stoked for marching band to start up. and hopefully im going to slim down a little. im tired of being a fat bastard. and hopefully now ill have a ton of spare time since im not going to see anyone but Christian every so often.. intentionally.

The time here is 11:52. This marks the end of my first post back. Goodnight Bloggers. Over and Out.