home

well, after a very long 4 day excursion camping trip on an island im home again. i have a lot to say in this post and then its game time and a much needed full night's sleep.

friday was fine. we drove down to Clear Water Lake and got boated out to our campsite and yada yada. set up camp. it was a good time... saturday roles around and my mom starts getting grouchier and grouchier and by the end of the day on Saturday the parental figures were tired of the kids and vise versa. so something happened that ignited the fire of a huge argument between the kids and the parentals. bottom line. Mom and Ed PISSED ME OFF. im so done with their shit. my mom used to always tell me that she wanted to be my best friend. that i could tell her anything. and that our relationship is the best.... Well my best friend is GONE. this is Mom version 2.Ed and i hate it. shes rude and boring and grouchy and gets all upset about the stupidest garbage.

alright, that rant is over. on to the next.... ya know. im really bad at talking to people about my feelings and junk, i normally just listen. but this blogging stuff helps. im getting it all out and hardly anyone but strangers ever read it. anyways. I thought about Her off and on all weekend and Katy alot too. so i borrowed my moms phone and texted Katy part of the way home (which pissed me off too. a three hour drive home swiftly turned to 8!!! 8 fricken hours in the back seat of a small cab pickup truck. im too tall for that. my legs hurt really bad, and my ipod died. and all that just to see where Ed grew up and go visit his sister. whoopdie doo. he's selfish about everything but he and mom expect my sister and i to care when we do crap like that... no). and i got home and checked facebook to see what my final Marching Band show would be... for the record its something machine related.... and i saw that Her and Zack had just... UGH GAH FIASOGNEOAM: NM!NO: they flirt and chat and fuck around openly on facebook.... he used to be one of my best friends. and She used to be the love of my life. What kind of heartless, rude, inconsiderate bitch does that?! or how about him, that assfuck dick hole shit muncher!!! and especially after i had confronted them about this WHILE Her and I were "together".... golly... this is such bullshit. but like i said. no room for stupid people to slow me down. they dont wanna be a part of my life? then thats how itll be.

The time is 11:28. Have you seen that Noah kid? yeah he just left...