well this summer isnt all that i expected it to be... its not even half. I planned on spending virtually this entire summer with Katy. we would hang out. go for walks on her beach, kiss under the stars... all the things we've talked about and dreamed of. and i thought i was going to get lessons on trumpet thus dramatically improve my mellophone talent that way i can get into a top 12 world class corps this fall. but that went to shit as well. i also thought that id be able to choose whose house i was at and when but nope. week on week off... it sucks. and then i was alright with it because id be making bank with Ed, but he replaced me. soooo my summer basically sucks. minus my trip to North Carolina again. although, it was a vacuum of two weeks. it just took them right up really fast. i gotta make this better. hopefully i get my license tomorrow after my dentist appointment or maybe monday.
i started army training today.... its gonna be long and hard. i ran a mile in fifteen minutes.... which is terrible but i havent ran in forever. i gotta cut that in half exactly. i have to run two miles in under fifteen minutes and do 60 pushups and sit ups. ive got some working out to do.
i thought about Katy most of the day and Lindsey wouldnt text me back nor would Alexa so i was kinda bummed. i enjoy talking to them. Lily is still gone and i still miss her. But i cant tell her because shes with her boyfriend ya see? so anything i tell to her would be like walking up and telling it to her face with him standing there. oh well i guess. i dont know what to do. im just going to do what i can i guess. gonna work out thats for sure. and hell, maybe ill get to see Katy finally. Im excited for marching band although. im kinda disappointed in the show. from what ive heard, its a machine related theme. So im afraid that it will be a knock off Cavaliers show from way back when they did machine... Criminal was amazing last year and that wouldve been a great graduating show. i just hope "Machine" will be too.
the time is 12:07. Goodnight you. You just read another post on Noah's Blog.
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